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Selsa the Squirrel  

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 4:01 PM
  • Mood: Annoyed
  • Listening to: the ticking time.
  • Reading: fine lines.
  • Watching: the games.
  • Playing: out my side.
  • Eating: it up
  • Drinking: it in
Anime/Manga Nerd

[x] You watch anime.
[] You read manga.
[] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before
[] You have cosplayed.
[] You have done so in public.
[] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime
[] People you know, know you as the 'anime' person.
[] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
Anime/Manga Nerd= 3/14

ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. (I used to know the names of all the colors...)
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
Art Nerd= 14/15

MUSICAL NERD

[] You play a musical instrument.
[] You play more than one instrument.
[] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[] You've given your instrument a name.
[] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[] You are known by what you play.
[] You listen to classical music.
[] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[] You have a favorite composer.
[] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[] You write music.
[] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[] You are never nervous playing for other people.
Musical Nerd= 0/14

VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[x] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[] Your gaming system is in your room.
[] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[x] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
Videogame Nerd= 9/15

COMPUTER NERD

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x] You spend time in online forums.
[] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[x] You had/do have a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online. 9once)
[] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.
Computer Nerd - 11/14

More `bout the Squirrel

Journal Entry: Fri May 9, 2008, 11:00 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: the whistling wind.
  • Reading: "Cirque Du Freak:Trials of Death"
  • Watching: my life pass.
  • Playing: music in my mind.
  • Eating: it up
  • Drinking: it in
Stole this just for fun from Queeny. ^^



This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS.
Type what comes to your mind first
whenever you hear these 50 words.
Don't think and don't go back and
change. Doesn't matter how random,
just type it! Repost it for all of
your friends-

1. Beer: vile bitter drink that makes you sick
2. Food: eating now
3. Relationships: tie you down
4. Your CRUSH: I have none
5. Power Rangers:child`s show
6. Life: bright glow of energy, soul
7. Death: cold and black, release
8. School: nessisary
9. The President: WHY do we pick these people??
10. Yummy: sweets
11. Cars: loud but fun
12. Movie: bonding over a glowing screen
13. Halloween: favorite holliday, candy corn and chilled night air
14. Sex: have some patience people, sheesh
15. Religion: is yours to belive
16. Myspace: silly online site
17. Phobia: unexplainable fear
18. Marriage: in the FAR future
19. Blondes: hehe, silly blondes
20. SLIPPERS: soft but often too warm
21. SHOES: for running about
22. Asians: what about `em?
23: Past time: art
24. One night stands: what`s the point? makes girls sluts and guys pigs
25: Cell Phone: needed for communication
27: Smoke/Cigarette: tar and foul smell and yellow teeth
28. Dreams: sweet and endless
29: COLLEGE: so close it`s scary
30. Highschool Life: enjoy it while you can
31. Pajamas: cozy to sleep in?
32. Stars: bright against a black backdrop
33. Fitness Center: so people can work out?
34. Alcohol: a drink? still bitter and sick
35. The word Love: affection
36. Friends: tight bond of those close, like a pack
37. Money: mine! I admit I like it
38. Heartache: always heals
39. Time: passes
40. Divorce: a way out
41. Dogs: life and boding, loyal and to be respected
42. Undies: you wear them... under clothes...
43. Parents: my dearest friends, guardians but child-like themselves
44. Babies: little aliens...
45. Stripper: rock bottom
46. Blogs: for people who want others to know about them... like now?
47. News: blah blah blah
48. Paris Hilton: tiny dog, poor thing treated like a human
49. Pizza: one of the best 'inventions'
50. Kleenex: when your sick, to make you feel better


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Working on:

Veeran`s Chaos:
The seven deadly sins done is Veeran`s ways. May or may not be completed. (not sure I`ll work on this)
Greed:sketched
Lust:none
Gluttony:sketched
Sloth:none
Wrath:sketched
Envy:none
Vainety:sketched

Dark Love:
A art piece for Dracawyn`s recent poetry. I hope I get started soon!.
(not begun)

Whew

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 30, 2008, 3:04 PM
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: the whistling wind.
  • Reading: "Cirque Du Freak:Trials of Death"
  • Watching: my life pass.
  • Playing: music in my mind.
  • Eating: it up
  • Drinking: it in
Worries:

Far less worried, actually. Today was a little stressful at school with getting my report in on time and what not. Getting my wisdom teeth removed is suposedly going to be less stress than I imagined but I`m still paranoid.



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Working on:

Seven Sins:
For Dracawyn`s [link] and Queen---of---Spades` [link] . This will include their self-given per/fur-sonnas and mine.
(INKED!, not-so soon to be colored)

Veeran`s Chaos:
The seven deadly sins done is Veeran`s ways. May or may not be completed. (not sure I`ll work on this)
Greed:sketched
Lust:none
Gluttony:sketched
Sloth:none
Wrath:sketched
Envy:none
Vainety:sketched

Dark Love:
A art piece for Dracawyn`s recent poetry. I hope I get started soon!.
(not begun)

More on Me

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 23, 2008, 3:47 PM
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: a racing heart
  • Reading: "Cirque Du Freak:Trials of Death"
  • Watching: through a glaze of wet salt
  • Playing: half heartedly
  • Eating: it up
  • Drinking: it in
Worries:

I`d really scared to death. I never hated the dentist and today got my teeth clean. Then I was told that before the summer all four wisdom teeth, which are still under the gums, must be taken out. I don`t remember any surgurey and I hear it hurts badly after and you have to take pain medication. I jsut smiled and nodded and busied myself with a magazine while they details were passed to my folks so I didn`t appear scared but the minute I came home I broke down and teared up. This worries me alot more than I thought, I couldn`t stop shaking even in the office.
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Tagged:

1. Tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. Answer all truthfully
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[x] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city
[ ] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime
[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] I loath labels.
[x] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies.
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[x] I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly. (I think so)

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Working on:

Seven Sins:
For Dracawyn`s [link] and Queen---of---Spades` [link] . This will include their self-given per/fur-sonnas and mine.
(INKED!, not-so soon to be colored)

Veeran`s Chaos:
The seven deadly sins done is Veeran`s ways. May or may not be completed. (not sure I`ll work on this)
Greed:sketched
Lust:none
Gluttony:sketched
Sloth:none
Wrath:sketched
Envy:none
Vainety:sketched

Dark Love:
A art piece for Dracawyn`s recent poetry. I hope I get started soon!.
(not begun)

Sketch book DownLoad:
More to scan!

On the Prowl

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 21, 2008, 2:21 PM
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: the feral heart
  • Reading: "Cirque Du Freak:Trials of Death"
  • Watching: the moves of chess
  • Playing: with my smile
  • Eating: it up
  • Drinking: it in
~Rant~

I`m simply disturbed with the idea of how some treat their friends. I`ve seen many cases of 'abuse'. My net-siblings, my soul-brothers and sister; to speak ill of either of them would bring bitter tastes to my tounge. Others I see so casually controling, using, and acting out the treatment of owners to pets. I`m pushed close to a limit here and I won`t tollerate harm to those I care so much about.
This isn`t to say it`s ok to mistreat pets either. They deserve every bit of respect any soul deserves. At the clinic I see cases inside and out. They are not human, they are their own races. It`s up to us to understand them and speak that way, not the other way around.
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~Poetic Feelings~

My heart of stone
warm as the hearth.
My eyes of water
deep as the lake.
I feel wrath,
teeth tight,
tounge sharp.
My embrase endless it reach,
unbreakable but from within.

Guardian Deamon


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Working on:

Seven Sins:
For Dracawyn`s [link] and Queen---of---Spades` [link] . This will include their self-given per/fur-sonnas and mine.
(INKED!, not-so soon to be colored)

Veeran`s Chaos:
The seven deadly sins done is Veeran`s ways. May or may not be completed. (not sure I`ll work on this)
Greed:sketched
Lust:none
Gluttony:sketched
Sloth:none
Wrath:sketched
Envy:none
Vainety:sketched

Dark Love:
A art piece for Dracawyn`s recent poetry. I hope I get started soon!.
(not begun)

Sketch book DownLoad:
More to scan!